April 3, 2019
To be honest, I wasted a lot of time stuck in the past that I couldn't focus on the present. I wasted a lot of time thinking about my misfortunes that I couldn't see any of my blessings. At the same time, I'm still trying to move forward. I let go, or at least I'm in the process of letting go. All of the people who hurt me or caused me some kind of distress, whether if we dated, was related, went to school together, or however we met... it doesn't matter. If I wanted to make you mine, but you rejected me, that's fine too. I forgive you. I'm not going to f*ck with half of ya'll ever again, which is alright. I don't need to. I want to close that chapter we had and proceed with better things in life. I want to stop being angry. I want to lighten up a little. I won't ever have any peace if I don't let go of my grudges.